Unmasked: Fuelled by Misunderstanding; Removed through Love

Dear Friends,
Unmasked

Yes, this is a second blog post for today! 

In my first one you will have read that Claire Musters was my guest. (If you haven't had a chance to read it yet, please click here) Well, I also have a guest post on her blog today...

I am very familiar with mask wearing. I became ill with M.E. (also known as Chronic Fatigue Syndrome) over twenty years ago. I also suffer with chronic migraines and depression. In the beginning it was particularly hard to adjust to. Whenever I prepared to meet with anyone I would make sure that my mask was firmly in place.

People in my life, such as family, friends and church, knew I was living with this long-term illness, but I didn’t like to talk about it. If anyone asked how I was, rather than be honest with them and tell them ‘I’m really struggling, I’m depressed and my poor health is getting to me’, I would tell them that I was fine thank you and then quickly change the subject. I would paste a smile on my face while inside I was an emotional mess...

If you are interested in reading the entire post then please click on the link to Claire Musters' website: Claire Musters 

Vicki

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